Slow Motion - MEST

It's slow motion, ya got me trapped inside this world
It's slow motion, will somebody please press play
It's slow motion
It's slow motion

[VERSE:]
I'm so bored with life
Is it because I wanted you to be my wife
And now she's gone again
And I wonder if she'll ever be my girlfriend again
I think what can I do now
Sittin by my kitchen table wondering how
One second, life can be filled with so much emotion

[CHORUS:]
Ya got me trapped inside this world
It's slow motion, will somebody please press play
It's slow motion, ya got me trapped inside this world
It's slow motion, will somebody please press play

[VERSE:]
I wake up get out of bed
I feel like the walking dead
I take off my pants and wash my face
I'm safe again in the place I love to be
The unconscious world
Is the best world of all
With no real worry or fears at all

So once again, something hits me in the eye
It's the morning sun and
It's bringing me back to the place I don't want to be
I don't wanna be

[CHORUS:]
It's slow motion, ya got me trapped inside this world
It's slow motion, will somebody please press play
It's slow motion, ya got me trapped inside this world
It's slow motion, will somebody press play
Slow motion
Slow motion
Slow motion (Press play)
Slow motion


Kinda how my life feels right now. The days pass rapidly but not much changes.

Decided to go with Savvi Formalwear for tuxes, so Shaun and I are doing his groom's fitting Friday. The girls and I are unable to get together this weekend for bridesmaid dress shopping. I am REALLY starting to get worried about that! Maybe they'll all have to go seperately or something. We'll get it figured out at any rate. Maybe we'll go Sunday. Jen and Jennifer and I for sure. Andrea, maybe. There might be a Vikings game Sunday that Andrea has to work. We'll see. Hopefully not! Sheesh, am I running out of $$ though. But I don't want to get a job at the casino until I know if Shaun has to move back home and then is only available on weekends for pre-marital counseling. If so, I probably will be unable to get a job at the Casino since weekend hours are pretty much requisite. Bleck. Impossible, then. Oi. And neither one of us has a job so that we can even take out a loan to pay for this frigging wedding of ours. My mom has promised that she'd help us out with stuff, but I've never gotten an exact number and I feel HORRIBLY guilty everytime I ask for money that I want to cry. I can't wait for this to be over with. Yeesh.

I also really miss being able to post pictures! I'm only able to use public computers.